So I haven’t been on in quite a while, probably since July-ish, I was actually on a month-long vacation and got back mid-August. Then I nearly immediately started school and I was planning to play a week or two into the school term.

Unfortunately one of my cats (for those of you who don’t know, I’m an avid cat lover and have 11 atm) fell ill with a virus that is deadly 80%+ of the time so she was staying at the vet and I didn’t feel capable of playing. After the first two days she spent in the hospital another of my cats began showing symptoms. It hit him really hard, he was almost immediately unresponsive and needless to say that less than three days after we took him to the veterinary hospital he passed away.

The thing is I was really close to that kitty, I guess you could say he was my favorite out of all my kittens, and he loved me so much, he slept on my bed with me and always greeted me when I got home and licked my face and I’m just devastated by his loss, more so because I wasn’t expecting it, he was born in my closet a year ago, I held him within seconds of his birth, he was still a baby, only a year old and I’m not up to playing any sort of game or anything else really … I’m still coming to terms with him not being here any more and that he won’t ever again.

I know some people would/will say he’s just a cat and I have more, but yes, he was a cat, but he was my cat and my family and I lost him and it’s horrible.

So I’m not sure whether or when I’ll log back in. But just letting you all know I guess. I’ll still be on skype for the most part. “Cold.Colors” is me.

I cant imagine something happening to my Charlie. It would just hurt too much. I spoil the shit outta that kitty.. I hope things get better for you.